Sometimes I wonder if I care too much. I get 'noid when people don't answer my SMS's right away, or if the people I care for, and who I hope care for me too, don't seem to notice I'm gone. I don't want to be the one to always takes contact, but I'm afraid that people will take that as I'm not interested. But somehow I'm tired of being taken for granted, it's always me who get in touch, it's always me who asks them to call me. But at the same time, it feels like I'm going on a stereotypic track. It feels like I know how to react to things, but that I don't really feel like that. I know when to act upset, even if I'm not upset about the matter, even if I know I should be. I laugh when something funny happens, and I know I thought it funny before, but now I don't. Am I getting blasé?
'Noid and Blasé, not a good combination at all.
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