Changes

Yesterday when I was driving home from Lobin n Robin it struck me. I'm changed. As I later spoke with Xali, I confessed I'm confused about him and Joakim. I'd love to get back with Joakim, I want what we had, but it will never be the same. The thing that happened has changed us too much probably. And at the same time, I want to explore my chances with Xali. But as he himself said, if I ditch him once, I can't go back. I'm stuck in the middle here.