Where the hell am I going?

I'm confused. I don't know where my life is going. There's too much opposite feelings interfering with eachother. I don't know if I should be happy or not. I don't know if I should keep going on this road I'm on. I don't know if I should miss him or be happy he left. All I know is that I'm focused enough to start functioning as a person again.

I'm starting to get nervous about this weekend, but a good nervous. I'm really looking forward to just let everything go and just enjoy the moment. Eff Eff Ess, we're going to the Zoo :D


"I dreamt I was missing, and you were so scared.
But noone would listen, cos noone else cared."

"I mean nothing to you, the little things give you away."